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Lisa Penner	Posted: Aug 29 2007, 02:51 PM
Waiting_for my {C.H.A.N.C.E} Group: College Junior Posts: 23 Member No.: 44 Joined: 9-May 07	Taking a deep breath, Lisa plopped herself down on a bench, closed her made-up eyes and tried to focus on the slight breeze.... the sun... the flowers, anything really that would calm her down. What was Lisa so upset about? Well, nothing really. It was just anxiety in general. She had never been diagnosed with anxiety, but that's only because Lisa avoided doctors like the plague. And after all, Lisa wasn't really worried. Things just sometimes got really insane for her and she just needs to breathe sometimes. It was nothing, really. Well, every down and then she felt like she physically couldn’t breath because of the anxiety pressure, but that's a minor detail that no one needed to know about. After what was probably ten minutes give or take, Lisa finally opened her eyes and felt like she could breathe again. It was a good feeling. What had brought on this panic attack of sorts? Well, it was only noon on Sunday and Lisa had been up since 4:00 in the morning. Now, what on earth could someone be doing at 4:00am on a Sunday no less? Well, when she'd first gotten up it was to the gym which was open always as long as you had a student card to open the doors. She had been there until 7:00am, and then it was time for a quick breakfast of fruit and then into the shower and getting ready for the day. And that alone took her to 9:30am. From there she was planning on just going over some class things, but she'd gotten a call from her agent about the possibility of getting Lisa into a group photo shoot for a billboard. So of course Lisa had ended up getting no school work done and had been on her sidekick all morning texting and calling her parents, her agent and God knows who else trying to make the photo shoot happen. It was only five minutes before she had made her way to the Courtyard that Lisa had finally gotten off her Sidekick long enough to leave her dorm and run (literally, in heeled boots no less) to a calmer feeling place. Thus why she was here, trying to think straight again. Her eyes were burning from trying to focus on the small Sidekick screen all morning and her head was spinning with questions, prices, locations and who knows what else. Despite her feelings of desperation, Lisa was looking like her regular model-wanna-be self. With her flaw-less looking face, perfectly wavy long dark hair and an outfit that had the perfect blend of the 'punk-rock' and the 'sweet and innocent' looks to it. Her shirt was made of a flimsy pink fabric and most of the front was covered by a silver sequined leaf. Because of the warmer weather, Lisa had seen no point in wearing a hoodie or jacket of any kind. On her lower body, a pair a light wash destroyed jeans clad her long, long legs. As for her feet, a pair of brown bootswith 4 1/2 inch heels covered them and were most hidden beneath her jeans. No sooner had Lisa opened her eyes that her black leather hobo bag started to vibrate slightly. And along with the 'Thousand Miles' song, Lisa knew that could only mean one thing. Someone was texting her back. Most likely something about the stupid billboard ad. Now don’t get me wrong, Lisa wanted the gig. More than anything at the moment. She had been trying for so long to become a model that any gigs were good ones. But she was just... feeling over whelmed I guess is a good word. But she felt like that a lot, she was be okay. 'Just put on your happy face....' Lisa commanded her body as she reached into her bag. Obviously her body wasn't going to listen, because before Lisa's fingers could find her jeweled Sidekick, two single tears made their way down her cheeks. Smearing her perfectly made up eye make up. -------------------- -Set by the oh-so talented Katie
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