Fighting Change With My Soul, --Briar Wolfbaine Celestrial's Journal-

[TaylorMiyoshi]

To this book in which I confide in when I have no one else in this wretched city;

I have not kept a Felote (journal) since I was one hundred years of age, which is was a life time away. But now I see no other choice, for I am lonely in this town that holds only bitter pain for me.

I came across this felote while on my travels to Dreizhenstadt. It was laying on the side of a forest path, and when I picked it up it reminded me of home so I flipped through it. No name, no written words where to be found so I took it. My now dearest felote is made out of a type of animal skin, and bound with red string. The pages are so extremely old, but the book shows no signs of age... So now I have a something that may know of age, for me to share my feelings with.

As soon as I left the woods I felt naked... So alone.. But now I must find money and a shelter. After that I am not sure what to do, all I know is that I must learn to fit in, in these changing times even if I do not want to.

Some may wonder why I left my home deep within a secret long lost city hidden by magic within a mountain range older than I. Well the reason behind that is when Aristopolis was burned and destroyed I was forced to leave a home I beginning to love. Years later, I ended up in the mountains but was haunted by a dream like none I have never dreampt before... I was called here by the forest I was once a part of.. And that is how I, Briar ended up in a place that only brings me pain.

But now I must learn to do as some humans have said in my journey's, "Suck It Up."

I must become one with this modern world and deal with it in pride. Prehaps I shall still find my brother, and make a friend.


Yours Forever;
Briar Wolfbaine Celestrial

[TaylorMiyoshi]

Dear Felote;

Like always I hide myself deep within a maze of barriers. I fear that one day if I die it shall be alone and out of sorrow. For that is the only way I shall die, other than getting killed. I do not hate my gift of immortality, I just pity it. The rest of my kind of hidden themselves, and here I am alone..

But then today I felt the prescence of another elf, not of my race but an elf none the less. Maybe I shall come upon her in my walks through the town. But if I do not it shall not trouble me much, for I feel by her aura that she is much younger than I. But that is nothing new, I have not found one soul in this town that is as old as I.

I have grown a bit more accustomed to this time and place, although I still hate it with every bone in my body. But hopefully I shall get use to it.

Last night while I slept I dreamed about a vampire I had once met in Aristopolis. We had a short lived meeting, and he never knew what or whom I was. Yet I still feel connected with him, even if he does not remeber me. In my dream I dreampt of dancing with him under the stars in a forest laced with ivy and flowers. He seemed happy, unlike when I met him. I believe it was his mortal soul that I connected with in my dream. But now when I have not thought of him in prehaps a hundred years or more I think about him constantly. I never knew him, but now I wish I did. Is this strange?

Yours Forever;
Briar Wolfbaine Celestrial