TITLE : Sinn or hide ?

AUTHOR : Gilles de Rais

TYPE : One shot

STATUS : Complete

PAIRING : Yoshiki + Sinn

RATING : PG

DISCLAIMER : X-Japan and GDR are themselves.

COMMENT : I know that GDR disbanded before hide's death, but I thought I would have them together for this fic.


SINN OR HIDE ?

Yoshiki wiped the tears from his eyes the second he heard a knock on the door. He knew exactly who arrived at his home.
He had informed the members of Gilles de Rais of hide's death a week ago.

Joe greeted him with a embrace and a whispered apology.
He, Jack, Dee, and Sinn sat in a circle before Yoshiki joined them.

YOSHIKI : Thank you all for being here to comfort me.

DEE : We miss hide as well.

JOE : hide was a great guy.
It's hard to believe that he is gone.

Tears filled Yoshiki's eyes as he watched Jack put his head on Sinn while holding his hand. The scene reminded him so much of when he used to hang out with the guitarist.
Before he could stop himself, he started to cry in one hand.

Sinn approached Yoshiki and embraced him.
He didn't say anything as the drummer stroked his long red hair.
His tears fell on Yoshiki's chest.

Joe's eyes were wide as Yoshiki whispered hide's name and kissed Sinn's mouth. He glanced at Jack to see what his reaction was going to be. To his surprise, Jack did not seem angry.
Instead, the blonde guitarist used a tissue for his wet eyes.

Yoshiki whispered hide's name again as he stared at the red haired drummer.

YOSHIKI : Hide, have you returned to me one final time ?
I am so sorry that I never got to say good bye to you.

He and Sinn held one another while crying.
Joe seemed very confused at what Yoshiki was saying.
He shrugged at Dee.

JOE : Yoshiki, do you love Sinn because he resembles hide ?

Jack scowled and whispered to him.

JACK : Let him enjoy his illusion.

Joe slowly nodded as he watched Yoshiki display his affection towards Sinn.

YOSHIKI : Thank you for seeing me one final time, hide.
I am glad that you returned to me.

He finally released Sinn and watched him return to Jack's embrace. This was his way of letting go of his past.

THE END