Dear Ana/mia...

[LucyBluebell]

If you could actually say something to your ED, what would you say? I've been thinking about this a lot lately...what do you think?

[stardust]

id say why do you always pop and and spoil things when i least expect you
why have you stolen all my confidence
why after all these years are you still in my head
i hate you but id feel lost without you

[evoo85]

I'd say:

why must you always be in the back of my mind especially when I want to be healthy?

[mikey16]

hmm good question
i would say why do you make me think everyone is always lying to me about my body and always giving me such horrible guilt when i eat ?

[bubbly_lychee]

My ED might not be able to hear me, as I would likely have ripped it to pieces. If it could hear me anyway, I'd say: Why? Why instead of comfort and console in times of grief, why make it all so much worse? Why add another things to the bonfire? You taught me to hate and despise everything about myself and think of myself as scum an what you promised a perfection not unlike eutopia. When I followed, though, it was not me you brought, but crooned to like a siren lulling a sailor to his death.
I am breaking free, and you are going to have to starve on those rocks with no prey to feast on. I only hope you will not cause any more chaos than you already have. You are not my friend, my confidante, my teacher, you are my demon who I will exorcise myself. So ha!

[sumthing72]

id ask if she was proud of the fact she lied and decived millions of people, made them dependent and misrable, then slolwy and painfully killed them.

[LucyBluebell]

Good answer!

[keep_sweet]

Those are all really good answers. I really dont know what I would want to say to my ED. I guess my main question would be Why? I have a lot of why questions about my life. Why this happened and why that didnt happen and no one can seem to answer those questions so I'm left with all of these unanswered questions and it gets really frustrating sometimes...well most of the time.

keep_sweet xo