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Posted: Apr 26 2009, 01:58 AM

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QUOTE (mikey16 @ Apr 21 2009, 01:51 AM)

oh goodnessess i must be careful and make sure this dosnt go to my head lol

Oh wow mike lol

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mikey16	Posted: Apr 26 2009, 06:37 AM
Advanced Member Group: Members Posts: 69 Member No.: 16 Joined: 27-June 08	alrighty guys umm unfortunately this isnt a happy entry . . . i am only 2 days away from turning 20 and . . i dont know if its the stress of turning an "technically " adult or what but i have been getting this uncontrollable urges to start purging again . Unfortunately . . literally 5 minutes ago . . i did . i felt a little nauseous went in the bathroom and jsut jamed that finger down my throat . i feel disgusting . i feel weak. i feel ugly and worst of all i have never felt this ashamed in my life . im rebounding sooo fast an hard its frightening

staceypops	Posted: Apr 26 2009, 12:55 PM
Member Group: Members Posts: 23 Member No.: 3 Joined: 15-May 08	aw mikey im the same, i was 22 last week and feel like is so much pressure, especially to be/do what my family want. Does your partner know that you're findin it difficult? You're definately not ugly, in the pics you look gorgeous if you need to chat just message me here or at stacey.wright21@hotmail.co.uk

mikey16	Posted: May 22 2009, 05:07 PM
Advanced Member Group: Members Posts: 69 Member No.: 16 Joined: 27-June 08	hey guys i know i kinda dropped off the face of the planet for a bit but after my b-day work got really busy and then . . .well i mean currently i have strep throat which really sucks because well .. i have lost alot of weight being sick . . . its horrifically noticeable so im hopeing to gain it all back . ALSO!! i bought a new computer and im still trying to find everything i had bookmarked / trying to remember all my screen names and passwords . lol

LucyBluebell	Posted: May 29 2009, 07:32 AM
Administrator Group: Admin Posts: 187 Member No.: 1 Joined: 15-May 08	Heya, Sucks about the strep throat :S Is it getting any better?

mikey16	Posted: Jun 4 2009, 12:31 AM
Advanced Member Group: Members Posts: 69 Member No.: 16 Joined: 27-June 08	well it did get better but now im sick . . again. . . with a sore throat . . .again lol

mikey16	Posted: Jul 16 2009, 01:45 AM
Advanced Member Group: Members Posts: 69 Member No.: 16 Joined: 27-June 08	alright time for my monthly update lol . well as my big move is coming closer my boyfriend . . or should i saw ex bf thought it would be appropriate to split up . at first i was fine with this . .but now 2 weeks later he has a new bf hes moving in with in toronto . i am pretty devastated . . i have stopped eating . my smallest jeans are hanging off of me liek nothing . . . and i still have to live with him for another fucking month . i want to kill him . BUT on the bright side im still moving ./ . im actually moving in with some friends in toronto . . like downtown in the village so it should be a bunch of fun . so my life lesson of the month is ... if they love you for 3 years but then make a new best friend . . they will probably leave you for them

LucyBluebell	Posted: Jul 16 2009, 09:35 AM
Administrator Group: Admin Posts: 187 Member No.: 1 Joined: 15-May 08	Aw hun i'm so sorry. I know it's easier said than done but don't let his issues affect you. Make something positive from it and have a fresh start for you and your body. Stay healthy and show him what he's lost x

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